Yeah. One of my best friends, who is kind, sweet, loving, a wonderful person... he NEVER knows how I feel. I always have to explain to him. So if we can be as close as we are, and he has no clue... I know I hide it.

But it's funny, I always feel like my emotions are all over my face. But I guess they aren't. Maybe just part of having a narcissistic mom, right? If it's all about her, I better not have any feelings.