(((((((((((((((((((((((mtd))))))))))))))))))))))))
sounds like you need to try to find a little time for yourself if possible. can you do something to pamper yourself a bit? maybe get a massage, get out for a walk by yourself somewhere relaxing, go to the gym or something?
you deserve to look after yourself as well you know!
those people will get what they deserve in time. perhaps they have already.
try to be gentle with yourself mtd.
biiv