((((((((((inny)))))))))) Please don't call yourself such names. We all come here for a reason...whether we have a dx or not. You, like the rest of us, need the support of loving and caring people that understand how hard life can be. It's not your fault for the way people abused you. You have been very helpful, NOT harmful, to people here. You are strong...think good things......
Take care,
Snowy