....seriously a giant claim...

but its true....

I fall asleep like death and I awake like a corpse...

I walk this Earth like a mutated creature full of shame

...like everything I ever thought was and is way too dangerous ...

like I expected myself to cope....

it's so hard to write in tears...

like I must be wrong....

everything this illness tells me is wrong....

I become better than that...

I am suddenly empowered with incredible love

my poor little sister is in pain...

my emotions are perfect....

I will be ill another day maybe...

for the first time..... I see her needs are greater than mine

love is an instant cure...

when a loved one spots it