There are things I would definitely have done if I had the money- like scar reduction/ removal and fixing my nose which is somewhat wonky since a car accident. Probably liposuction because who doesn't wish they could lose weight without trying? And a couple more personal things.

In terms of other things though what worries me is that I have a very unstable sense of self. Some days I can look in the mirror and be okay with myself others I think I'm absolutely hideous so I'm never too sure if something really is an issue.

Many of those issues are also pretty severe structural issues like my forehead is too high or my brow is too low they aren't something easily changed and I really don't want to end up like some of those celebrities you've already mentioned.