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Originally Posted by kororain
Is this weird or is it just me?
I get all agitated about something. I get all revved up to bring it up with T. I have all this inner dialogue about how to bring it up, what to say, points of discussion, and a million thoughts about it.
So I finally work the conversation around to it and T like... almost dismisses it with a few minutes of conversation. Maybe dismisses is the wrong word. She's not being "dismissive" per se, she's just very concise and to the point. Things that have tormented me for years. She just sort of... paints it in another light and then moves to the next topic.
It's weird. It's like I build it all up in my head and then we barely talk about it. And then it's gone. And I'm always in a fog and confused afterward. It's like it was so stuck in my head, and now it's evaporated, like she erased my memory. Like I can't remember why that was so agitating before.
So... what do you think? Witchcraft? LOL!
It's weird to me that I can't even focus on it like I did before. I mean, I guess it's good? But it's so strange... like my anxious memories are erased. But I almost feel brainwashed or something. I'm not describing this well, but it's just so weird.
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Witchcraft? That's silly. It's voodoo and I could use some of it. I have issues with that interconnection thing as well. I haven't been in therapy long enough to notice anything like this but it would be nice.
I read these boards and wonder if I'm in therapy yet or if I'm just going to consider it.