I think it's irresponsible to start trauma work when your therapist doesn't understand the stress that your husband is putting on you. I'm not trying to be rude but when you find your *** laying on your T's floor and trapped in your hallucinations, illusions, memories or whatever comes from that work, you will regret it. You will be lucky if your therapist can handle it and you don't wake up strapped to a gurney mumbling to yourself like a psychotic freak.

I'm still going to step away from my opinion of your husband because he is your husband. I will say that him failing you does not justify you failing to take care of yourself. It's more responsibility for you and that sucks but I do hope you listen to others that are trying to tell you, please don't do this to yourself.

Talk to your T about this and ***** her schedule. I doubt she is so concerned that she is willing to forgo your safety and if she is, RUN!