yes. well my T asked me this question not too long ago. if there was something i enjoyed about being psychotic because i seem to have a hard time letting it go. he said sometimes i say i miss the voices and want to get off my meds. so thats why he asked. i dont do it for the attention either. i would much rather have positive attention rather than negative attention. but i could see how it is dramatic and keeps you busy. i tld him it was about not being bored. because theres always stuff to think about when im psychotic. i dont get bored. but yeah, i wasnt calling newtus an attention seeker. at all.

newtus i wasnt calling u an attention seeker. and even if u were its not a bad thing. people need attention. and some people didnt get it when they were young. im not saying u are an attention seeker. i was just trying to explore why u might enjoy psychosis. it was just a question. im sorry i hurt ur feelings. that wasnt my intention. but i wasnt saying u do it for attention.