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Originally Posted by newtus
i enjoyed psychosis to an extent but NOT BECAUSE OF THE ATTENTION. I AM NOT AN ATTENTION SEEKER. it was because when i was in psychosis i actually kept busy. never had a lack of motivation or rarely. and some of the voices were my friends. i was actually going to school psychotic but i was going! i had purpose and goals while psychotic. why does NEVER happen to me now huh?!
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Even if you are an attention seeker, what's so horrible about that? Everyone needs attention, it's part of what makes us human.
I have to say I disagree with you here. You come on here and post pretty often about some really ****ed up stuff(wanting to kill yourself, etc). And you've complained before about a lack of responses, which means that you obviously want people to pay attention to what's going on with you. Just a thought.
I think part of your problem may be that you have nobody in real life to really give you the healthy attention you need on a consistent basis. So now you're seeking out attention elsewhere(here) and it's tipped into unhealthy because this is only an internet forum.
That's my opinion. Take it or leave it, you're not going to hurt my feelings.