Newtus: Maybe you should try another sleep aid? Ambien is some scary stuff, I think. People who aren't psychotic have really scary things happen while taking it.

So I did something dumb, which I don't want to talk about what it was because I'm paranoid, but I want to talk about the experience caused by it. Due to doing something done I had possibly the most intense psychosis experience I have ever had. I was jumping through time. The house was pulsating, Paranoia and feeling like I was split into two, where like half of me was panicing and the other half of me was like slipping away. Everything was like flashing and pulsing like I was in a strobe light (which I hate strobe lights.)

It was really scary and I learned my lesson. But, i see now my mind really is more effected by things that my husband isn't, for example. So, I need to be careful.