I am so frustrated with the whole medical establishment that I am double checking all of my methods arranged to make sure I avoid them. I even ordered an extra copy of Final Exit in case something happens to my first copy. I cannot imagine being so cowed by them that I put up with how they treat sick people. But my personal sick person had decided to endure them and so I watch with disbelief at their cavalier attitude towards others. It almost makes me want to go back into practicing med map plaintiff's work full time just to sue them over and over and over because it seems to be the only thing they really pay attention to.