((((((Perna))))))

Thank you for what you said Perna. It means the world to me!

I'm so glad you were able to give some special healing to your mom....what a wonderful moment in both your lives. When I was living with my elderly aunt, I tried to do the same for her. She never married in her life, had no children and went through most of her life without any loving touch. How sad that must have been for her.

I do my best to have some kind of touch through each day with folks. I guess what I'm really needing is the feeling of being held tightly, rocked, my hair stroked....all the things my husband does when we are together (he's in Romania, I'm in the states).

I've always been the "strong" one in the family and with my friends. I suppose that has it's drawbacks in that they don't ever think I need a hug now and again because I'm the one giving them all the time.

I do have a cat here...but she is old and not into too much interaction. She is pretty aloof so there is not much comfort with her. When she is gone, that will be the end of any animals for awhile. I feel too tied down and need to know I can go when and where I want without worrying about who's going to look after them.

Thanks so much for your insight and suggestions. I do so appreciate you!

Hugsssssss
J