Feeling like crap. Memories are bubbling to the surface. I feel like a failure. Depression is definitely ruling today. Thoughts are snowballing. Can I curl up and die now? Taking a bath to cool off then curling up in bed. I'm isolating I know, but I just want to cry and that's safer in my own bed. With no one around.
Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar
Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin
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