im sorry everyone that i always say im gonna kill myself on here. when i am depressed it hits hard. and idk any real coping skills to get myself off the ground or to ground my life. i have had a few suicide attempts so i know i cant trust myself. but talking it out on here helps sometimes. thats why i come here. i have no one else to talk to. its hard talking to a parent about wanting to kill yourself cuz you already know what they think.