hi juliana someone recently gave me some good advice---don't ask too much of yourself, i relate lots with you staying up late ,tired in the mornings, can't get my place straight,i get so frustrated with myself but then i do have a struggle with mental illness and i am sort of learning to accept that ,i feel my untidy place is a reflection of the outer relecting the inner.and a sympton of depression,would it be easy for you to ask for some help with your place ,i find when it is straight it is easier to keep that way i'm also a big fan of simplyfying things, don't be too hard on yourself jeff