I have recently experienced a loss of friends, and it's something that has been plaguing me a lot recently. I feel like much of it has to do with the fact that I have a tendency to be drawn to toxic people. I guess it is the nature of this disorder. And this attraction to toxic people on top of my tendency to withdraw when I am feeling overwhelmed pushes people away. I also work a full time job that is pretty demanding and many of the people who I surround myself with have more free time on their hands, causing the gap to grow even further.