I feel I'm lost and I'm so distressed. I can't tell exactly what emotions I have now.
here is the thing, I'm recently deviorced. I'm 32 yrs old, I've together with my ex-hus for 11 years, we're in relationship 8 years then married 3 years. I think I leaned on him very much in the past. Now I have the problem I don't have mood or I'm not brave enough to do anything on my own, like traveling -- we're used to travel together, now I just feel no fun to travel alone and avoid traveling.
I even can't describe my problems/emotions here clearly. I'm pissed off on myself. I want to have peace again deep inside.