This is starting to really be annoying now, or maybe just everything is annoying around therapy, but we have been also working on being more vulnerable, in her presence. I have been trying, and she has noticed, but when I leave her a voicemail, even, when I want her to call back, iend the call, with " by the way I dont need you to call me back"

Of course im not expecting a callback, im sure if I said please call me back, she would, thats what she is expecting. Except, today I had such a melt down of emotions, my inlaw ended up in the er being admitted, not that I care for her, emergency rooms trigger me, saw my pdoc today, she increased my meds.

I left my t a message that I was super stressed, I was having a hard time, hospitals trigger me, and that we should talk about that, next time, I told her I just wanted to vent. Again ended the call saying" by the way I dont need you to call me back"

She did not of course, my old t, use to call me back regardless, even if I said dont, because of the tone of my voice on the phone. I think she is playing a game.

I know I should say call me, it shows that I need her, its what she wants, im looking at it, as a game, im already kinda pissed at her.

Any ideas? After next week I dont see her for 2 weeks, she is going on conference OMG