Ha. Voodoo. LOL!

Thank you for all the replies.

I think it's that I know what's wrong with me. I've been sifting through it slowly and deep down I really want to get it out. But it's too far down and I don't feel like I can just spill it on her. When she solves each problem individually, it breaks any connection we were having and I can't get to the real problem. It's like being cut off.

I'm certain I'm ruminating, so that observation was spot on. But I'm afraid if I don't think about the things we discussed that I won't learn anything from it, or take anything from it. If I can't remember the lessons, how do I remember not to repeat the problems? Ugh...