After years of mental health neglected with issues that started as a child, is there hope after a middle aged meltdown. So many things I would like to discuss with therapist, but would take a lot of time. After being hollered at as a child shut up, shut up, I've done told you to shut up when usually it was a because of a brother that was always touching me which I hated. So I learned to suck it up and tough it out. Now I am stuck in this middle aged meltdown, unable to work, and depending on and having to help take care of that very person.

Is there hope for me as I battle this bipolar as I have only been in treatment for 7 months and see a very long road ahead.