Hello Nan: I'm so sorry for your plight. I'm "flabbergasted" that you're back to work so soon. I've made a couple of serious attempts. Following the last one, I don't think I was out of the hospital much prior to 4 weeks post attempt.

This must be extremely difficult for you. Clearly you must have some serious difficulties in your life to want to kill yourself. So to already be back to work, must be incredibly difficult! Are you on psych med's? Do you have a therapist? I hope you're getting some kind of assistance to help you through this difficult time.

Unfortunately, about all we can do here is to provide some anonymous support & perhaps some suggestions as to how to proceed. But sometimes writing about your situation, & reading others' replies can be quite helpful. So please keep posting. My best wishes to you...