I smoked pot every day for 10+ years, heavily. I completely stopped about 3-4 months ago. Although I still drink a lot so I'm not a shining beacon of sobriety or anything. It started to make me more paranoid and was making my SAD worse - the thing you describe about being at your new job high is why I quit. I was sick of feeling like that.

I would suggest you make a rule not to get high before work. Coffee if ****ing awesome - just start drinking more coffee at work instead. You will get much higher when you get home after not smoking all day anyways so try to look at it that way. You don't want to lose a job that you really like over weed - it's just not worth it. And people can tell when you're really high, unless they're super-naive.

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