On a more serious note, your post is astoundingly unusual. First off, you write perfectly coherently, sentence nicely flowing after another, and sound, if anything, too mature for stated age, maybe due to difficult life so far. And yet you mislabel what is happening with you in the title of the thread. You would be ACCEPTING being alone if you were ugly, undatable, clumsy, socially awkward, without personal charm, rude, loud, foul smelling, etc.,and after years of trying to overcome all of the above, you have thrown in the towel and starting working on accepting the sad but undeniable reality.

You are not doing that. You are essentially saying: