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Old Mar 26, 2007, 04:48 PM
Perfectly_Imperfect Perfectly_Imperfect is offline
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Okay thanks I'll be sure to take it.

Currently I am a high school sophmore. Nothing really dramatic has really happened in my life. It's just that I'm not the person I once was. In junior high I was one of those people that were considered "the life of the party." I had MANY friends and an extremely cocky attitude. Now, I nearly have the same amount but I'm a completely different person. When I'm with my friends I barely talk and I often feel out of touch with everyone in my life. My self-esteem has also plummeted. I used to think that I was so popular and attractive, but no I feel that no one likes me and that I'm the ugliest person ever. My grades have also gone down, but not significantly (only because I would get grounded.) I used to have a GPA of 4.1 but on my last report card I received a 3.8. I also feel extremely lazy and I procrastinate everything, which in turn disrupts my sleep cycle. I used to go to bed every night at 11:00pm or 11:30pm but no I find myself going to bed at 3:30am. I just feel like i'm aimlessly drifting through life. Also I'm not as interested in school as I once was. I used to love to learn and I aimed to get and A+ on everything, but now I'm satisfied with anything that's and 80 or above. I'm just not really happy anymore. I'm also constantly wishing that things could be like they used to. I just miss the feeling of being completely happy without a care in the world. I miss those days where you were so happy you thought you might explode. I'm just not really happy at all anymore.