(((((((((((Inny)))))))))))))))

I know what it feels like to think all that stuff, and it hurts to believe it and it hurts to not believe it too.

You do NOT have to justify your SI - dealing with it is dealing with it. Might not always be the "best" but thats fine.

You are NOT anything you've said. I've seen you around here, you are nothing at all resembling a leech. You help people, people here really do like you and think you're pretty darn great!

I may be the biggest hypocrite in the world (since I'm dealing with stuff now too where I think it's all my fault for everything bad thats happened in my life) but IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. It will NEVER be your fault.

You are not pathetic, you are not terrible, you don't suck, you are not lazy, you are not disgusting, you are not self-obsessed. (I think I got all your negative words to describe yourself, if I didn't then I'm sorry).

You are loved, like it or not. Whether or not you believe it, its TRUE.

It is NOT YOUR FAULT. You ARE LOVED.

And please please please PM me if there is anything I can do for you.