Hamstergirl,
It is hard to know what words to use to tell you what I think of you.

You have a gift when it comes to expressing your thoughts and feelings, many of the people in this forum doesn't have that.

You are also a tremendous source of courage for many of us, that is also a gift.

You heart is truthful! you are so transparent It is beautifull! I would say honesty is also another one of your gifts.

I wish I had a wand and give you all you want, but I don't so, all I can give you is lots of love and sincere regards.

Please know many of us care.

gab