Yes I think I'm going to start keeping some things from him, especially things that I know I can work out on myself. If I constantly go to him every time I'm upset I know I won't get any better. There's times he wants me to be open with him and talk to him about my feelings cause he wants me to be honest with him but I told him what I think is best for me.

It's really hard for him to understand cause he cares so deeply about me, but I told him in the past I used to rely so much on my other boyfriend's and eventually they ended up breaking up with me due to it. He told me he would never abandon me, I know he's trying to be supportive and I appreciate it, but I told him there's times where I want to deal with it on my own and I think he understands but deep down I think he's hurt cause he feels like I don't need his support any longer.

Just don't like constantly telling him about the sadness I feel inside every single day, it gets very tiring for me. My moods swings has been changing constantly and my sadness is getting worse due to my medication, but I'm planning on getting it changed soon cause it's making my mood swings much much worse.