Lamictal gave me depersonalization, too. I mean, I've had episodes of it in my life, but not for a decade until the lamictal...

I understand what you're saying, and how difficult it is to endure all of this while we try different things and hope that this particular drug combo will be the magical one... I have felt like I was on the edge of a cliff with my sanity. It's terrifying.

I've come to accept that I may lose things because of my issues this go round, and I have... My job, my independence. I've come to accept that it's going to be a while before I feel better... And it's honestly been over a year since I last felt like myself... And since everything has been changing so regularly, I'm very appreciative of every day where I happen to feel semi ok. And that's what keeps me going. I hope you can find a way to have some peace, too.

I'm interested in Latuda because I'm not liking my abilify. Can you keep me updated how it works for you? I'd love to know.