Just too much going on. I keep wanting to SI. there's no escaping. It's all I want to do. Even if there is damage that I can't see. The question of the day is do I go see a Doc? Which that answer I do not know., since I just don't want to say how. all I want to do now is just scream and get it all out.... in hopes that will help.
I just don't know anymore.... but I should get something to eat... what I don't know.