Hello MTD.
I am sorry you are feeling this way at this time. Definitely the overwork and stress you are putting yourself under trying to be perfect is not helping how you are feeling. I hope you think to make time for yourself even if you have to make yourself do something nice for yourself, even if it is simple as planning a walk or going to get a cup of coffee at MCDonalds. I hope you feel better soon. Even perfection needs a rest every once in a while. Take care and good day. Soidhonia