There's something off or missing in our relationship , and I'm pretty sure it's mostly me, but before delving into this exposure CSa therapy, I must get a couple of things straightened out.

I think it's important to feel some type of closeness or something with the t, if your going to spill your guts about CSa .

I like her, she is warm genuine , funny consistant, always schedules me way ahead same day same time.

We have meaning stuff in common, we share arts and listen to music together . I look foward to seeing her and talking to her, but every time I feel myself getting closer to her and more vulnerable, I pull away.

I can't be myself like I was with old t. I don't know if she has noticed. I wish I could be myself and let her in, she says I'm in a bubble , afraid to get hurt.

I want to allow myself to get closer because as of right now the relationship does not feel right.

Not right enough to delve into CSa without first talking about it.

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