Tonight, my anxiety is high. My hands are shaking. The urges are very strong, but the anxiety feels like is overpowering the urges. It is starting to feel like this may never get better.

People who think SI is just an attention getter or something to make fun of need to feel the struggles those of us who suffer from SI go thru. Tonight the urges and anxiety are running my life. I'm not sure it would feel this way if it were just an attention getter.