So no one called today. I'm really questioning whether I have BP or not. What if I'm just emotional and *****y? What if its just a sugar problem? What if its everyone around me who's the ones that are sensitive? What if they are just upset I can think faster? They don't understand that I don't need to poison my body with food and drugs. Wtf am I doing to my child giving him these. What if the meds are causing the symptoms. I'm constantly telling t that I'm more dangerous medicated. She doesn't believe me. The seroquel sucks, you can servive without sleep for a while. I've done it before and the added 8 he's you can get a lot done. Yes I'm having thoughts that are 'strange' to others but who gets to say what is strange.