I yell at my 5 year old daughter, because she's stubborn, argumentative, strong-willed and rebellious.... She drives me crazy. I wish I could handle her better.

I want to cheat on my wife, because she annoys me lately, and I just want to have sex with strangers, or just have fun with someone. Family life can be so dull. We never have any time for romance, the kids at always in our face.

I hate my job most days. Even though I make a decent living.

I am irritable and bad tempered, I am a crappy husband and father, at least on an emotional level.

I just have a hard time liking this person that I am. I want to change. I want to be easygoing and patient, kind and happy. Instead of the emotional idiot that I am.

Oh well, I can't sleep lately. Damn hypomania is kicking in. Just ranting on here, because I have nobody to talk to.