i cant do it
i cant get up to go to work
just the thought of having to act
to put this all aside
its too much energy that i just dont have
count down till my day off
i know i'll take one soon
but the hurt it causes
for me not to be able
to help out others
makes me mad
i want to be well
i want to be fine
i want to be able to be there for them
the need someone who can help
not someone who is sick as well
im at a loss
i dont know what to do