That program sounds good for many folks, but, as you say, doesn't seem right for you.

I assume you are looking for a career, then, where you don't need to deal with many people? I think that's a point that would be good to make when you go to places for info about jobs. Otherwise, you are likely to get appoaches such as this one.

I hope things will go better for you soon, H3rmit. Please hang in here.