I can relate. I dont work everyday (occasionally here and there) and I'm not in school but my days are definitely a routine. I wake up, eat, do chores, run some errands, eat some more, watch some tv, go to sleep and repeat. My days feel the same, like time is passing by and I'm not living. I just feel like I wake up and sleep. I'm 20 years old and I've never been in a relationship. I definitely feel lonely and like I'm not going nowhere. I've had depression, anxiety and social anxiety for quite some time and that's basically why I can't go back to school or get a real job. I also can't make friends because of my social anxiety and I rarely go out and because of that my self esteem is very low so I'm kinda stuck.
You're definitely not alone. I'd love to give you some advice but it seems we're in similar situations. If you're not already, I recommend seeing a therapist and keep posting here it helps a lot. Good luck!
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