Try writing him a letter and pour your soul out in it. Tell him also ur afraid to speak on it bc you dont want to be yelled at, that you are sick and desperately need his help to get you into the doctor. Tell him about the suicidal thoughts. I know if my daughter told me these things I would male her an immediate appointment. I think your father is concerned but also short tempered and scared bc he doesnt know whats wrong with his child. Honey just open up on paper and give it to your parents. You will be glad that they finally know whats going on inside your mind and will know its time to seek professional help.

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