I wrote out a good bye letter for si. And now the sui thoughts are back. I'm not sure how much more I can take. Then again I had to si just one more time... which makes me feel powerless tonight and in pain. Looks like I did some damage. In physical and emotional pain. ... and spiritual guilt. Why did this have to happen??? Why did I give in and now feel like giving up is the best thing to do?

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