Every once in awhile I get a moment where I feel "ok", not happy or even good but just ok. It can last for minutes or sometimes hours but never usually longer. When I feel that way I find myself thinking like there must not be anything really "wrong" with me. Then of course when that ok feeling goes away I usually crash back down, hard. It's just I don't know why when I feel ok like that I think I must be fine, like I must not really have depression. It sounds stupid but it's something I don't understand that I do, especially when I spend most of my days down so low. I don't know what it is. Is it denial or something else? Maybe it's just me. I'm usually very cautious when I feel this way though because I know it doesn't last so I don't really enjoy feeling ok. If that makes any sense. Does anyone else know what I mean? Just wondering.