Hello susancook911,

I'm really sorry you are having such a rough time right now. Hospital is necessary if you are a danger to yourself or others and it is usually a good way to adjust the medication and to get some sleep and rest.

The fact that you have not slept in days, is an indication that your medication is still not right. If we can get a good sleep we are able to cope much better with life in general.

If you are still considering killing yourself, please check back in to the hospital, get the medication adjusted, you do not need to feel this bad.

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Please seek as much support as you can around you, use this website when you need, contact mental health services and look into getting therapy.