Yes, feeling REAALLLLYY bad. I keep writing to focus on something to do. When will my life get better?!?! I'm suppose to enjoy what I have and enjoy the moment. But having a hard time. Feel a lot of pressure on my head. Going to get another cig. It's not even mine that I bought. I feel really rotten smoking cig from the person in this household who buys them and they are having financial problem. I'm an adult!!!!! I should be functioning like an adult!