They may never accept it but that's about them not u. U need to worry about u and seek help for urself. That's the family u were born into but y can't u find a new family?

I consider here at PC another family. This family understands and supports. I know it's not the same as real life but graduate to meeting ppl in real life who do understand and are going to be there for u. My new family in real life I searched for my whole life. I thought I'd found it 7000 miles away from my blood family. That didn't work out. But now I have a new family and I've has them 6yrs this summer. My partner save my life 6yrs ago and her mom and bro are my new family, small family but still they accept me. My partner is truely loved by them. They know of my struggles and thy know how awful my family is.

I no longer speak to anyone of my family. I don't need their abuse and guilt. I have my partners mom who treats me like her own. It isn't the same and sometimes it makes me feel really bad about myself but my partner tries to make me feel better.

U can find a new family too. Good ppl are out there u just gotta have patience and put urself out there. Good luck