"I only have 2 and there not that bad. I see my therapist in 10 days. She's going to want me on a full time AP. They can't make me take meds can they? What if its borderline and they're driving me for no reason?"
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I say this gently, because I get paranoia as my treatment-resistant psychosis, especially when mixed. Could the last bit there be a little paranoia? You said earlier you have been on an AP.