Im sorry i know how you feel

my mother wouldnt let me eat without her permission
and when i did each she would say God dont you ever stop eating. You need to lose alot of weight
i was 120 pounds at 5 foot. and my uncle would always make fun of me too and say i need to lose weight and then said he was just kidding
im sorry sweety...please go somewhere where they can help you you deserve so much more
love, Inny