So I'm sure regular people and people with other PD's may get jealous sometimes...but how do you handle it? Even with BPD, I don't rage over it but I do shut down...hard. Over perceived things or obvious things and I'm not sure which is worse....thinking it MIGHT have happened, or knowing it DID happen. In any case, I just ..... quickly turn my back and walk. And then ruminate for hours and days....until the inevitable cry. And THAT can last for months.
So how do YOU handle it? (or not handle it?)
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Sometimes the opening of wings is more frightening than the challenge against gravity. Both make you free..............the secret is perception.
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