My parents won't be much help since they live in other states and just dint get depression at all. My dad thinks it's caused by my isolating myself and failing classes, not the other way around. My mom just doesn't get it at all. My friends may be a good avenue but dint want to burden them. They already support me a tremendous deal and don't want to lose what support I already have. I'm also afraid of them knowing how deep the rabbit hole goes with my depression and having them think less of me or worse, ditch me because I'm too much to handle.