I was going to stay away from this thread all day, but I decided I wanted to give an update.

I woke up this morning not feeling anything (emotionally). I felt like the urges were still there but at the same time they weren't. I have done a lot of outside work today and have kept myself pretty busy. I don't feel so overwhelmed. I have had a few times where I have felt my anxiety kick in (right now being one of those times), but for the most part I have gone all day without really feeling anything. I don't know if that is good or bad in the long run, but right now I think it is what is keeping the urges from being so strong.

Thank you all for all of your support.