This month I learned that bipolar 1 is ...
"A deadly disease in some cases, it has a 20% mortality rate. But it can be effectively treated." These are the word of myPsych.M.D.

He even "off the books" recommended I continue to take the legal risk and use cannabis, instead of taking nothing, since taking nothing is extremely risky.

It really put things into perspective for me, how serious my condition is.