It took me a while to get the point that these mental health providers work for me and, I can keep looking until I feel safe. I did experience exactly what you're describing when I was working. I thought all the meetings were about me and my short comings. When I walked past anyone laughing they were laughing at me and how stupid I was. I feel the same about telling Dr's about my real thoughts. I also think the pdoc or T will get to know me and end their services because I'm beyond getting help. It's very frightening.

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